:(( :( | :) ;)
I miss him. I can’t deny that, and I won’t. I really loved him. I thought everything was perfect. I thought that we’re perfect together. I thought that I can endure every pain and trial as long as I’m with him. Maybe I can.. But how will I endure all the pain if he’s causing all of it? Everything was perfect before. But I guess it’s true that nothing is permanent. Things change, we can’t stop that. It just sucks that promises are also made to be broken. When you love someone, you also have to be ready to get hurt. He may not intentionally hurt you, but he will. We all have our own limits. I just reached mine so I need to end it even if I don’t want to. if I didn’t end it, I might be so crashed inside that I might hate him. I don’t want that to happened. I want to save myself, both of us. I want to save that friendship, even if it will take us some time. I’m sure that there will be times that I’ll miss him and remember him. There’s no doubt. He’s special, he’s a great person. And I’m telling you guys, once you loved a person, you can never stop loving that person. It may be lessen, you might find someone new. But you will always have a special place for your pasts. That is, if you really loved that person. :)
